Story Line

Hope

whitedragon007 — Tue, 05 Jul 2011 12:33:19 +0000

Hope is a funny thing, we live in hope that things will work out the way we want them to.
It’s that hope that drives us, that helps get up every morning that tells us everything is going to be alright in the end.
And it’s when we let go of that hope, when we stop beleiving that things will work out ok in the end, that we loose everything.

But things are never that easy, holding onto that hope can destroy you as much as it can make you stronger.
Because hope stems from desire, and if the thing you desire is something that you are not able to hold on to then you loose that hope.

A much as you tell youself things dont matter, in truth you know they do, you know these things leave a mark, you know with ever knock your hopes, dreams and desires wane and you start loose any faith in yourself.

But you have to push yourself, you have to make the hard decisions, because if you dont push yourself you know that you will never come through this and when you give up thats when you loose everything that you have worked so hard for.

The winner take’s it all

whitedragon007 — Fri, 22 Oct 2010 19:01:45 +0000

You know, I find myself listening to this song when relationship’s fail. It has such meaning and truth in the lyrics “The winner take’s it all, the loser standing small, Besides the victory, that’s her destiny”.
I think when relationship’s end whether it is one sided or an amicable end, there is still always one loser and one winner. The one standing tall and strong at the end wins, while the one who feel’s lost and broken loses.
Truthfully I get stronger with each breakup, it’s rarely on my terms that my relationship’s come to end, usually I end up the loser standing small, wondering what I had done that was so wrong.

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It’s simple and it’s plain
Why should I complain.

Such a strong point, so true the words, maybe it is all a role of the dice, maybe we can’t control our destiny and some of us will spend a lifetime searching for that one person that will make us whole.
The words are not always that easy to find, there is no guide to love and relationship’s we all make mistake’s as we go through life.
I admit I’ve made many mistakes, I hope to learn something from them, and I do believe that things happen for reason.
But it doesnt make it any easier, it doesn’t stop the heart ache, but I hope it makes us stronger.
And I hope that in the end we all are winners and no one has to fall.

sometimes

whitedragon007 — Tue, 20 Jul 2010 19:59:31 +0000

Sometimes you have to break away from the things that hold you back, in order to discover what’s really important. This can be easier said than done, and sometimes letting go is the hardest thing in the world to do, even though deep down you know it would be for the best.
I find myself constantly returning to one night, one night that i wish i could take back, one night that half of me regrets more than anything, but the other half desires still and knows that even if i could turn back the clock to that night, the desire and want would far out weigh the logical thought and i would again make that mistake over and over.
Is it desire, lust or love? I find myself asking that question over and over and knowing the answer but still trying to convince myself that i’m wrong, because I cling to the hope that staying in this denial will make it easier to over come the hurt.
I’m not saying this holding me back, what holds me back is clinging the idealistic hope that one day just one day, you will miss me. One day you will think and feel the way i do, and will suddenly decide that you want me in your life, that you want me in general.
I know you dont need me, i know if i wasnt in your life it would mean nothing, you would continue your life never thinking about me, never wondering what may have been.
I know the only person clinging on to anything here is me, I stay because i cant walk away, knowing you dont need or want me, knowing that you dont care for me, and the thought of my not being in your life doesnt bother you in the slightest.
I know my words are just words, and that you most likely dont even read them, but i say them not for you, but for me.
You may think me selfish, by saying these things to you in order to get it out of my system and to help me move on, i dont know what you think of me, nor do i know how you do truly feel, but sometimes actions speak louder than words.
But i feel my words speak more than action i could possibley make. And the only action I would and can make to you is to love you.
Because when all is said and done I am just a fool for you, even after all this time, even with the past and all that has been said done.

why

whitedragon007 — Wed, 14 Jul 2010 20:00:46 +0000

why is it, that there are some people that no matter how much they hurt us, or how much you try, you just cant imagine your life without them.
you know they will never feel the same way as you do, you know they never have, but you still hold on to that hope, that maybe, just maybe one day they will look at you the same way you look at them.
some people are easy to walk away from, to cut out of your life and forget, but then there is that one person that you just cant break free from, who you would forgive anything and be there for no matter what.
maybe its just me, maybe i’m just a soft idiot who should know better, but no matter how hard i try i just cant get you out of my head.

everyone should have a theme song

whitedragon007 — Tue, 13 Jul 2010 17:24:15 +0000

I think everyone needs a theme song, a song that empowers them and gives them the strength and confidence to make it through the tough times.
Some things in life are there to challenge us, to push us to our limits and make us feel as if there is no hope of ever being truly happy.
But the thing is, without these challenges in life what sort of life would it truly be?
We all want a nice quite and easy life, but just think how boring life would be then.
You have to take the rough with the smooth, it’s these things that make us the people are, and without them we wouldn’t be anything.
I find a theme song, something that makes me smile, that when I’m feeling low gives me that boost I need to get through the day, the best medicine for dealing with these challenges.
Something you can sing in your head, something that gets your heart racing, and makes you think, you know what I can do this, I can do anything!
Forget the pills and the self-help books, just choice a song that when ever you hear it, makes you think life really isn’t that bad, that you can sing along to, dance to, and just be you to.
Remember the best things in life are free.
Keep smiling )

zen teaching’s

whitedragon007 — Mon, 07 Jun 2010 13:05:42 +0000

Zen Teachings
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me for the path is narrow. In fact, just piss off and leave me alone.

2. Sex is like air. It’s not that important unless you aren’t getting any.

3. No one is listening until you fart.

4. Always remember you’re unique. Just like everyone else.

5. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.

6. If you think nobody cares whether you’re alive or dead, try missing a couple of mortgage payments.

7. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you’re a mile away and you have their shoes.

8. If at first you don’t succeed, skydiving is not for you.

9. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.

10. If you lend someone £20 and never see that person again, it was probably well worth it.

11. If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.

12. Some days you are the bug; some days you are the wind screen.

13. Don’t worry; it only seems kinky the first time.

14. Good judgment comes from bad experience … and most of that comes from bad judgment.

15. A closed mouth gathers no foot.

16. There are two excellent theories for arguing with women. Neither one works.

17. Generally speaking, you aren’t learning much when your lips are moving.

18. Experience is something you don’t get until just after you need it.

19. We are born naked, wet and hungry, and get slapped on our ass … then things just keep getting worse.

20. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

Should i do it?

whitedragon007 — Mon, 31 May 2010 15:18:38 +0000

I find myself asking the same question over and over, should I do it? it’s an easy answer really, but knowing what I should do, and knowing what I want to do are two completely different things.

I also find myself rehearsing a speech I will never use, and if I got the opportunity to use it, the question is, would I? i know what to do for the best, but sometimes our wants and desires out way what we know is the right route to take.

walking away isn’t as easy as you think, you can talk the talk, but when it comes down to it, can you really walk the walk? can you really walk away from your feelings, hide them deep down inside, and continue on as if nothing has happened?

I sometimes wish life was that simple, that you came with an on and off switch when it comes to your feelings and emotions, life would be so much easier if you did.

but faced with the decision, whether to stay or go, knowing that staying could cause you so much pain and hurt, but going could a mistake that you regret the rest of your life, what do you?

if only we came with a manual for life, maybe it would be easier to work these things out.

Story Line Central

whitedragon007 — Fri, 28 May 2010 11:52:29 +0000

basically the Idea behind Story Line is show of my and others who wish to contribute, creative writing skills. I have 2 stories (a womans journey & things can only get better) that are currently in development, as such they are updated as and when so please come back for update’s as these are developing into books, rather than short stories.

This is also being used by myself as a way of showing off my photography, so please check Animal Life which I am most proud of.

Other than that most of the stories are only short one’s, and outlet for emotions and experiences I have personally had, as such some are very deep, and have underlined meanings.

Please leave any comments and if there are any queries I will come back to.

Thanks

Katie x

Things

whitedragon007 — Wed, 26 May 2010 11:48:58 +0000

Let’s face some things are better of un said… At the start of things we sit there pondering our feelings, possible outcomes of saying how we feel, what we want and desire. We have this hope that we will get what we want, but deep down inside there is always that niggling doubt that if you tell that someone exactly how you feel that you will regret it, as you may not get the response you want.

But if you don’t voice how you feel, and be open and honest about things, that can course more harm than good. You go through each day with things niggling at you wanting so much to shout out how you feel, but instead you continue to bury it, hoping that if you ignore it in time it will go away.

Yes somethings may be better of un said to save any hurt or back lash from it, but at the end of the day if you feel it burning inside you to a degree that if you don’t just say it you feel you may explode, then to hell with consequences! Yes you might not get the response you wanted, but if you don’t then it just shows you that your better off anyway.

Be true to you, be true your feelings, because you have to live with you day in, day out… And if you can’t be true to yourself then you can never be open to anyone.

All the hurt and pain you may get from saying how you feel is nothing compared to what not being open and honest will do you.

Dont live in fear, make a stand, throw caution to the wind, and fight for what you believe in. Dont let the fear of rejection and pain stand in your way, for what does not kill us makes us stronger, and every experience be it bad or good you learn from.

And it is these experiences that make us who we are, take the rough with the smooth, and remember the most important person in this world, is you.

Love yourself, take care of yourself, do what makes you happy, those who truly care for you will always be there, and those that don’t, well your better of without them!

The Hobbit

whitedragon007 — Sat, 15 May 2010 08:13:36 +0000

Well i enjoyed the Hobbit last night, even with the lack of voice and not feeling 100% least im nearly over my cold, just need to kick the laryngitis.
As for the Hobbit, i wasn’t sure how they would pull it off as a stage show, but they did a pretty good job, although there were things made me giggle at there cheesiness!